I am disgusted and torn apart. Jesus, help me. Help them. It’s been too much for them.
I’m going to pretend I’m happy. No one will even notice that I’m not. It will be my little secret.
I hate thinking, breathing, and talking.
I hate sleeping, eating, and moving.
I haven’t binged or starved though.
I’m grumpy and irritable and I just want to punch someone. My head hurts.
I finally confided in someone.
I can overcome this by myself. I have to.
I couldn’t stop crying reading threads that COMPLETELY described me.
The truth is I’ve had this ED for years. I just didn’t know that’s what it was…